I really hope I can learn photography. One of my friends knows the basics really well, but...he has no time to teach me since we have to do a video for our Multimedia class. At first we were going to do the WHOLE script of my friend and act and stuff, but my teacher said we have to finish it as soon as possible to enter it to a contest, so instead we are going to do just the tariler of it, in out spare time I guess we can do the whole movie. Anyway...chaningthe subject.
I am really a shy person in real life and try to cover myself as mush as possible. Peopel say am crazy for saying am fat and stuff, well am self-conscious of myself. I feel like am weird and people stare at me like am crazy. When people see my Quinceanera pictures they think it someone else and then I tell them it's me and think am lying or something. Why would I lie? That was my only day of my life I felt truly beautiful and wanted by many people. I KNOW-self-conscious. Sure at times I feel pretty and sometimes "cute." People like my friends and family say am too cute and sweet, because even if people are mean to me I help them out. For example, last year when I barley came to live my new life in here I was picked on in one of my classes. When the teacher wasen't looking this girl will threw me pieces of paper at my hair (she was four seats behing me) and I was to scared to turn around and tell her to please stop it. Until I couldn't stand it no longer that I started to cry silently and blaming my parents from seperating me from my friends back in my hometown-my life. Five minutes passed until I heard someone whisper to the girl and everyone to stop because he noticed I was crying (the teacher didn't have a single clue of what was going on). Since that I was always eager to go to my class and see him. People eventually told me I was so nice and I deserved to be wiht him and stuff. I believed he liked me since he would hold my hands and I will try to let go and blush. At first I believed them, but then I noticed he would flirt with other girls as well. At that moment I realized he didn't like me, he was just a big flirt to eveyone. I noticed that I will only like one person in my life and that person is so dear to me.
Well that it for now, thank you if you were reading this, it means a lot to me.
-Thank you-
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Myself (in black, and my best friend in the side (winter break barley this december), and I went up to my hometown just to see her (haven't seen here for a WHOLE year).